Mar 13, 2005

i don't get it.

that about sums it up. every time i have my five minutes of insight and peaceful resignation to the fact that life is going to happen whether or not i consent to its processes, a chord is played completely out of tune and out of sync, ruining the whole song simply by happening. i just don't understand why things go the way they do.

and here i am, letting this last year pass me by like it doesn't mean anything when in fact it has been a crucial step in learning how to be apathetic enough to not let everything hurt.

i don't know what the future holds, but i am confident it will settle itself. the sheet is still suspended in the fan-blown air, and whether it will land a rumpled mess in the corner or a square in the center of the room is yet to be known.

the answers are coming. maybe i'll finally see.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

maggie, my love, life is simple:

study a lot (so you can go to college and make lots of money), put on spf 15 before u hit the beach, never drink beer before hard alcohol, and always remember, life is easier with a best friend(s) and ben and jerrys

<3 the only person who would talk about school, tanning and beer all in the same sentence:)

Anonymous said...

Oh life. The irony of it all. *slowly slips away trying to repress her laugh* (What are you, a snake?)

It will be fun to see the puzzle pieces finally coming together. Call me when it happens.

-Ambiguous D-Boat, who only God, her mom, and Maggie understand.