clowns to the left of me, jokers to the right, and here i am - stuck in the middle with ALL.
it's been this way for quite a while. i guess i figured things would settle down after school started and i got into a routine again, but it just isn't happening.
dating aside, there are still many things that that repetitive, repetitive song can apply to. a few friends - actually, just one - have become so distant lately that i don't think i can even begin to patch things up without sounding like a complete fag, but i'm beyond the point of caring enough to not care about sounding gay. i am absolutely ecstatic about college, but it hurts to know that this is the last time i'm going to be a kid. i can't wait to get out of here, but i feel like i won't be able to look back and enjoy the nostalgia.
there are so many other things i could talk about, but i don't want to get into much more detail on the specifics. i've just been pretty spacey lately, i guess. not that it's unusual for me, but some things pass me by and i just don't care anymore.
i guess that's why i'm stuck in the middle with you.
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It might just be that i've had a wierd life, but since being in college i have felt more free, more juvinile than i ever recall feeling for any desent streach of time. This is the most care free i have ever been, so mabey the part of childhood that is beind a dependant, letting others hold an image of your identity fades, but there is a new magnificent innocence that apears in the face of new enviroments, and college is deffinatly a beneficail one
~rachel
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